happiness

June 25th, 2008

My Super Duper Sunshine

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you can say life is a small road in history but a long significant
stretch for you every single day. So take each day at a time. Don’t
count your days but make every day count! Life is what you make of it.
The choice is yours!

p/s: es como raro me despierto y lo primero ke hago es pensar en ti, yo no
se como pero te me estas metiendo bien adentro de mi corazon…. enamoramiento तारिक एल जनाब्य !

November 16th, 2006

i know i shouldnt..

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i know i shouldnt waste my time on this, but i still love writting, or typing. i’m having my last paper of UCLES tomorrow, and yaeayy!!! all the paper went well, it was ok.. i really hope i get BB ;) anyway, i dont know what to type actually.. i guess i just jump here and there typing what i feel as i dont have exact points. hahaha, crazy me. the very stuborn. ‘merakeh’ *winks*

i got a news during maghrib from my 2 little cutie that mums not well and her temp is like 40+.. so they were worries, we are obviouisly worried. they went back to kuantan which left me cause i have a paper 2maro. i’m upset that i couldnt go home and cheer her up just what she used to do to anyone of us. however, i’ll try to make it up after paper 2maro. get well soon mum, love ya lots!

yudies going to argentine soon. accompaned him and tasha went shopping. they are good together, enjoying every momment they have and i’m happy for them. so as rash and addie, they are just gorgeous. they are to a month, congrats ppl!
i feel teribbly sorry for f & p thingy.. i’m sorry, i didnt mean to hurt anyones feeling. but hey, i do my best for the best as i’m easily satisfied with the best. really appologise aite.

so i had a wonderful weekend. it was fun even how annoyed i was with this sewel gal. anyway, i enjoyed the company, the coco loco thingy was fun saturday. it really make it up of friday of me can’t enter underage sh*t.. haih! i heart u ruly.
i had a wonderful conversation with my girlfriend, dila.. gosh, miss her so much. if i havent seen dila so long, and lots of things happen. its always like that, if we dont see each other, we better do meet up and catch up then only patch up things. hehehe, love lots.

i had teh tarik with tiffany seng on tuesday.. hahah, we miss our classmate so much. all the crazy fashion frd people. hehehe, they goona have their fashion show soon, surely i wanna go and see them. they are the most gorgeous people on earth. haih, rindu bangat! cant wait to see the latest creation… its gonna be the bomb!

whatelese huh? i’m thinking of cutting my hair, but haih.. sayang lah
pulak. its long and nice, sometimes curly.. ergh, but it irritates me
at time taking care of it. sigh!!!!

aite, i better get back to my civil appeals and sentencing..

October 16th, 2006

my meal

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its been playing in my head.. and i had enough. its just like mr anan said when u just need to stir everything, and vomit it ; )
so i’m on my exam week, but still here i am typing my blog.. just because i feel like writting.

so whats my meal?
we all eat, but the difference between me and you is how we would like our meal to be like + how wewe feel about our meal. we always wants the best isint it? everything is a choice, every min is a choice, to be not to be. theres this quote "if you know that you would be in another character in your second life, would you slower or fasten your pace".. sigh! i would never slower or fasten it, i’m just right at my position now. and i’m happy.. its my choice and its my meal ; )

so this meal thingy been in my head since i was sick and nothing better to do. sickness makes me sick, coz i have to depend on people + taking a week of medicine which wasnt any nicer to your body. however now that i’m getting better and have the power of writting, here how my meal would be.. this is my choice, and i loved it to be this way.

i know, that u know and we all know.. simple meal usually compromise of main course, side dishes and dessert. plus / minus appertiser, second course and what so ever.. but i just stay for 3, its more than enough for me. am so blessed.
my main course is my family, always. they are my carbohidrat, they are my everything. even if i’m having a meal or just anyone having their food.. sure they attack the main course. they complete me.
next, would be my side dishes. this where we get protein, vitamins.. here also where the veges stay. my someone would be here, i know he would take care of my health. he is there to protect me to kill the germs ; )
last but not list, my dessert. sweet, sugary dessert. its always delicious and everyone always look forward of dessert, here where my friends be. they are gorgeous, but in anyway dessert to be the killer. we can get ‘darah tinggi’ & ‘kencing manis’ because of it. so we have to be extra carefull and yup, select the best. SELECT THE BEST! we dont want to get sick do we?

i feel complete because of my meal. it might be a simple meal, but it perfectly balance my diet. and i’m just loving it.. my life are beautiful because the meal that i choose.

therefore, so what if i’ve lost.. i have let my someone spread his wings, let him fly. i’m happy if he feel happier that way. but i’ve been thinking lately, and i just miss my dear life with side dishes. oh well, at least i know i still have my main course and dessert to me, they are mouth watering after all. and time will heal me with good foods  ; )  i’ve lost weight, so good foods are good in gaining back only when i get my taste buds..

my quote of the day -
through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how paintful situation might be, you can survive it.

October 12th, 2006

reasons to SMILE!

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1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla, strawberry).
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a 20 note in your old jeans.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours or even just saying goodnight.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Smells of food.
27. Rainbow.
28. Babies.
29. Flowers garden/park.
30. Counting stars.

July 18th, 2006

Pearl !

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July 18th, 2006

Mutiara !

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June 23rd, 2006

Somos Novios

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Pues, los dos sentimos
mutuo amor profundo
y con eso, ya ganamos
lo más grande de este mundo
nos amamos, nos besamos
como novios,
mos deseamos
y hasta veces sin motivos,
y sin razón
nos enojamos

 

Somos novios
mantenemos un carińo limpio y puro
como todos,
procuramos el momento más oscuro
para hablarnos,
para darnos el más dulce de los besos
recordar de que color son los cerezos
sin hacer más comentarios
Somos novios
Solo novios
Siempre novios
Somos novios
   

May 3rd, 2006

bosan!

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ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri aku benci
ingin bingar aku mau di pasar
bosan aku dengan penat
enyah saja engkau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tidak kau goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera ?

atau aku harus lari ke pantai
belok ke hutan ?

August 16th, 2005

i miss my FRIENDS !

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people come and go. but the special one will leave foot prints. gosh, i miss you guys so much. would be wonderful if we can hang out and catch up but… in our busy routine + special ones, all not going to happen. cherish the memory that we had. love you guys lots!

stacey - my gal.. whos always there to listen.

tiffany - who understands my ups and down.., dhammi related thingy.

ling er - my lunch partner. so hungry laaa!

jiun - my first friend at luct, been so caring and sweet.

mina - my pretty gal. always there for a good conversation.

aida @ ta che - taught me a lot! a good person to asked from.

willies - hehehe…., the best to share stories.

yusliana - good listener and adviser.

khaiyum - happy to be around u.

dieyla - my partner, in everything… the one who really knows me.

aisya -  lol, our silly talking.

jayj - my used to be bestfriend… we share things a lot.

my chilly moss (nuar, ili, mie, beidi, zharif, rid1, faiz ) - does stupid things together… wont forget the football match.

sujan - my brother… thanks for ur love and care.

buddhi - my enemy ; )  some1 can be trust for clubbing.

purna - a shopoholic princess.

sheay nee - my gal, dont know how to go through sem1 without u.

yana - i owe u!

yat - sweetheart, my clubbing partner ; p

annette - my darling sister.

vino - my victim, the 1 who will do the talking.

izzah - thanks for reminding me.